Questions

What’s it like to feel alive?
Breathing is living even if your dead inside.

What does it mean to even exist?
Being part of a system even though you resist.

What happens if you don’t feel a thing?
Your future hangs itself by a single frayed string.

What does your mark make on this earth?
Nothing when you have no sense of self worth.

What do you do when life gives you no choice?
You drown in your pain while you drown out the noise.

How do you know when you’ve had enough?
You break from the weight as it gets more rough.

Where is all the love and support people offered?
It’s lost in judgement and wont push you forward.

Is there really a bigger meaning?
Dark means home when your mind is screaming.

Is wishing for dead really even that numbing?
You realize your devil and demons are still coming.

Has the fear become all you can feel?
You observe your life like you’re not even real.

What’s it like to actually be somewhat okay?
I hope I find the answer to these questions one day.